“I called them back” by Amanda Mariott
I call them back, again and again—
from 1952 or some long-lost friend.
Today I’m “Margie,” yesterday “Sue,”
tomorrow, maybe, I’ll be someone new.
They wander halls like whispered prayers,
forgetting rooms, but not the stares
of war-time loves, or babies born—
their minds are patchwork, soft and worn.
I tie their shoes, I fix their hair,
I answer questions hanging in air.
Yes, lunch is coming. No, you’re not alone.
Yes, sweet one, you’re safe. You’re home.
Some days are fog—thick, unmapped.
Others shine through like thunderclaps.
A joke, a song, a long-lost name—
a fleeting spark, a glimpse, a flame.
They’ve taught me more than books ever could—
how grief and grace can both taste good.
How a hand to hold can turn the tide,
how love can sit where memory hides.
I’ve cried in closets, screamed in cars,
nursed bruises, blessings, and hidden scars.
But still I show up, scrubs and all,
to catch them gently when they fall.
Because someone must remember them
when they no longer can.
And so I do—
again and again.
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